When the nightmare dream became reality
1.I have never been so bust previously
I can own Whole the world but in side me there is a eternal darkness
and i think there is a reson To this but i can,t find it
some men think iam a happy person but it is Quite wrong .
It,s only a face mask.
My darkness have go on in many year.Refrain: It was the spring 2001 when everything fall in when the nightmare dreanm became reality, When the nightmare dream became reality no joy only tears and pain and i have no joy of living there is the truth. 2 times
2.Why should i feel good psychially idont know anymore wy i should feel good my mind it,s quite brokenly i feel like junkyard inside me sometimes when i got to be in the night then i think that idon,t want to go up anymore.
My tears will never end.
refrain. 2 times
3.I Hurt my self with a razorblade in able to stand my psycially pain. It,s nice to see the blood stream you don,t suspect wich darkness and pain i have inside me my mind break to pieces. Sometimes i feel regardless i can,t manage care so much about anything.
What have i done to feel so depressed?
Refrain. 3 times